Dreaming of Love

     I've always dreamed of finding the right love.  I never dreamed the relationship would be perfect and I never dreamed that we wouldn't have disagreements.  I never dreamed it would be unrealistic.
    Yet the one thing I've always dreamed is that he would be amazing in my eyes.  I've always dreamed he would be strong; strong in heart, strong in mind and strong in body.  I've always dreamed he would have the soul of a poet and the heart of a romantic lover.
    When we fight it would be passionate with many words but we would fight through everything and yet we would never give up.  We would love with everything we are and have no matter what the world threw at us.  We would live each day together as though it was our first and last.
   Now as I sit here at 36 years old, single, and unattractive to the majority of guys I wonder if I've set my goals to high.  Sometimes I wonder if I will end up alone forever because of this.  Yet I also know I can't give up and settle for less than the very best.
   So I pray another prayer.  I look yet again at the guys out there and keep dreaming my dreams.  I'm going to keep looking for my real man.