I will not be bullied or threatened

   This week I've been informed that my friendliness is "harassment" and that I "disgust" people in the writing and modeling world simply because I was being me.  Now I've taken the time to pray and give myself silent time.  In that silent time I realized I've done no wrong.  I was friendly and polite, I was open and I was honest.  So as I sit here tonight with this realization I will not be bullied for being me.  I will not let those that are trying to do such keep me from using my words.  
    I am taking this as a lesson.  I am choosing to think it is a reminder from God that my writing goal is something to be selective with sharing and with who I learn the business from or work with.  With the lesson I have learned I also know that I can not hide my words because they make a few unhappy.  My words say nothing wrong and so I choose to repost them.
    So here are my original words that I posted and I still mean each of them.

Gossip

You don't know me
you don't know what I've said
you listen to those around you
yet they don't know me either

I thought you were a good guy
I thought you were worth knowing
I said nothing but good things about you
I tried to be a friendly person.

You listen to the gossip spread
you don't ask you simply believe them
well screw you because gossip isn't 100% truthful
Listen to all their exagerations and grow your head

I guess I was mistaken
I guess you are an ass
I see you aren't a gentleman
I see you aren't the kind of man for me.

Gossip slashed my wrists
your belief of it sliced them more
the gossip a noose about my neck
your accusation kicked the chair from below

The support I shared
the kind words I gave
they were honest
now buried beneath others gossip.

I am better than you, I know that now
My outsides may not be appealing,
but my heart and soul are true
Your outsides may be favored
but your heart and soul are dead.

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I am a grown up and can't believe that gossip has reached my life yet again.  Not just reached my life again but has been used against me.  This gossip has caused someone to look down on me in a negative way, and I don't like that.

I am a friendly person, I wish people well all the time.  I tell them to have a good day or comment in a positive way about a pic or words they share. Yet I am told this is obsessive behavior towards one person.  Well you know what this person can simply go to Hell if he can't handle a friendly supportive person.

If I was a different person I would likely share pics and things he didn't want shared, but I'm not like those that gossip.  I'm not like those that hurt others.  I'm not like him or those that gossiped to him. 

I am not one to judge because I do not want to be judged.  I know God is the One in the end who shall decide on who shall be punished and who shall not.  Even knowing all of this I pray that they one day feel the slice I've felt today.